Right now ask the Holy Spirit of God to help you be willing and able to read and understand these vital truths. The carnal mind naturally opposes issues pertaining to God (see Romans 8 : 7). That is why it is also true that few will find the Way to everlasting life ( see Matthew 7 : 14, 22, 23 ).  But praise God – You can be one of the few. PRAYERFUL PERSEVERANCE, STUDY, AND SHARING IS KEY (see Revelation 14 :12 )